This morning around 3am, I woke up in a panic. I am not handling stress well. So I took a half day and spent the afternoon watching Drop Dead Diva (guilty). Then I am going to go to bed early, and kick some ass tomorrow. I actually got a really great complement at work today from my boss.
So if things are going so well at work.. I am learning the business, my boss thinks I am the best thing since sliced bagels, so WHY am I going crazzy??
Well the thing is since my schedule changed-- I am having a hard time staying balanced. That's all I'll say bout that-- I need to focus on staying healthy.
Speaking of healthy-- our garden is thriving. In the beginning of summer, R started some sunflowers from the seed, then planted them, and now they are budding.
Our yellow squash is flowering as well-- but there is a little bunny on the lose and he's been eating the blooms.. I'd like to be upset with him, but he's just a bunny and who could be mad at a bunny?
As I was writing this, I got a call from my dad, and my sweet Xander is probably going to have to be put down this week. I've never had to deal with a pet leaving us-- So I am feeling pretty sad. I'd like to go visit him before he goes, but I don't think I could handle it, and I don't want him to see me sad because he's my buddy-- and he'll know. Not sure if it is selfish of me or not.
OKAY, well now I need to go get a good cry in and play some video games or something.
Hope everyone is well.